I find myself thinking too much of someone I shouldn't even be thinking of... don't make a wild guess here, I doubt many people know whom I'm refering to. Someone who is not important to me, shouldn't be and wouldn't be. If so, why does part of my memory or thoughts still linger on about this person... with this person...
Saying about this, I had a dream a day ago which left a deep engraving in my mind. I dreamt of him* coming back to me and telling me how he has regrets about leaving. I didn't take him back though because I knew I wouldn't in my dream or in real life... Or maybe it is a hint or a supporting approval at the back of my head.
I'm starting to look in my palms and deciding if that is the right way I'm walking. What is that job that I would like to be doing for the rest of my life, unfortunately I will very much prefer not sitting in front of a computer for solid 9 hours and be expected to work like a slave on the supposedly non-working hours (like weekends). I have since promised myself no overtime for any job I do not see myself in for long-termed prospects.
*him doesn't refer to the person I am thinking of
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