A new start

I had a dream yesterday that I shaved my head. Yes, all of my hair off. I have never been this courageous... but in the dream I was. I was so sick of my hair and I decided to do it. I was even fascinated by the idea that I could use my wigs! This is amusing.

I did a little search online about my dream. It might signify that I want a fresh start, a new beginning. And yes, I want that.

Please tell SANTA I want this dress & maybe I can wear it in my dream!

Many dreams, but which?

I have so many options but which should I take, what should I follow - my heart, my instincts or the morals and the (singapore/government) rules??

Give up my job and do a revitalising 2-months travel back in Europe (visit the Scandinavia & revisit other lovely countries)? Give up my job and do a 6-months stint learning a third language in the native country?? Give up my current job and hopefully take up one that allows traveling?? Give up working and go back to studies (can't afford overseas, only local - but nothing really suits my needs)?? Try for overseas studies in countries that charges minimal fees and work part-time? Set up a franchise fashion shop here in SG (this, don't think I have enough capital, just looked as well, the company doesn't allow franchising!)?? Stick to routine, get stuck in current job and earn the pathetic wages -- I really wouldn't choose this if I have an option!!

Shall look into it now......

::: I was going to Spain :::

Definitely, in my dream. What a beautiful dream!! I didn't want to come back to reality, I was reluctant to be awakened. I was supposed to go to SPAIN, but everything changed the moment I opened my eyes. My dream crashed... vanished into the thin air... shattered into pieces. My brain has been overworking recently, I have dreamt too much. Likewise, it has rained too much. Fortunately today, it finally spared my shoes from swimming in those flooding pavement. My poor new shoes, it pains my heart...

In my wonderful sleep last night... I received an email from my former employer in London, he said he'd be sending me to Spain for a project. Although the work is not really my forte, I'd love to take up that opportunity. I agreed... I wanted to go along. It was for 18 months, a year and a half. Just as I was so overwhelmed, delighted, thrilled... this bubble burst. "RRRRRRRRRinggggggggggg...." My damned alarm! SPAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, please come back!!!!!

This morning, I remember a friend of mine just returned from Spain with her family. Is that the reason why I dreamt of Spain??? Or is it because in the recent conversations with friends, someone was going to visit or had came back not long ago? Anyhow, my friend showed me her lovely pictures, I was almost green with envy.

She has the most wonderful tapas, pintxos (or pinchos) and paella, plus wine to go with it. All the high-class dining. My Spain holiday was a poor backpacking trip accompanied with "bad company"... what a torture it was! Yet when I was browsing through her photos, I suddenly felt better about that holiday I had there. I could recall so much of it, even though it was a "sad time"... Now I can smile. Anyway, good job babe... you took AMAZING pictures, I mean it. PRETTY PRETTY.

Will it be my turn next? Will my dream come true, please....

Another dream :S

I always have multiple-in-one dream!! Why???

I slept at 330am last night ,or actually, it's today! I have 2 vivid scenes in my dream I can still recall very clearly.

Scene 1

I was with a group of people, couldn't remember if they were my friends but we were pretty friendly to each other so should be somehow. Then there was this big massive swimming pool, it was sort of like an amusement pool... because I remember it being so huge and there was this side for us to dive, its 4.95 METRES DEEP!!! Gosh!!! The other end is much shallower, and when you dive down, you get washed with the currents and like a slide, it brings you to the shallow end. I am not a superb swimmer and I always have this fear of drowning or jumping into a deep pool where I couldn't touch my feet on the ground. I get freaked out! So in the dream, I was rather afraid to jump! At the end, I was given a float (like those board when you learnt swimming)... and I jumped!! I can still recall that moment I sank into the water, that vision so clearly... like slow motion video... replaying in my mind! And when I managed to surface, I felt so good and relieved and very quickly was washed away with the currents. Very fun!


Dream Analysis:

Swimming Pool

To see a swimming pool full of water in your dream is lucky, symbolizing that you will find much happiness and pleasure in friendship, love and marriage.
To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.
To dream that you are swimming underwater, suggests that you are completely submerged in your own feelings. You are forcing yourself to deal with your emotional difficulties.

Diving

Diving in a dream suggests that you are trying to "get to the bottom" of a current situation or feeling. It also signifies exploring the unconscious.
To dream that you are diving into clear water, signifies an end to an embarrassing situation. Although you may experience some temporary setbacks, things will surely look up. Additionally, this dream may mean that you are trying to get to the bottom of a current situation and the root of your problems or feelings. It may also refer exploration of your unconscious.


Scene 2

This one is rather private and personal... I think I shall censor most of it. But it was with someone it shouldn't have been... and there were really confused and mixed feelings going on there. I felt an obligation to help him. No analysis on this one, I'm afraid... :(((

My dream tells me...

Museum
To see a museum in your dream, indicates that your non-traditional path to success will make you unique and stand out from the rest. Alternatively, the museum may represent a history of yourself and your past. There are many things you can learn from your past and your family's past. Consider what you have gained from these experiences and apply them to your current circumstances.

To dream that you are in a museum, gives you the opportunity for you to review and reflect on the things you value in life.

Chocolate
To see chocolate in your dream, signifies self-reward. It also denotes that you may be indulging in too many excesses and need to practice some restraint.

Relatives
To see your relatives in your dream, signifies family issues or feelings. They represent some aspect of your own self.

Disgrace
To dream that you are worried about the disgraceful conducts of others, symbolizes your unsatisfying hopes and pestering worries that continue to hover over your head.


All are quoted from www.dreammoods.com

Chocolate museum

Are you wondering what this entry is all about with a title like "Chocolate Museum"?? No, no, no I haven't visited one though I did saw one in Barcelona (I think). Anyway, I just had a very vivid dream, can't remember the details but the ending has imprinted itself in my head. I remember sleeping slightly past 1 and waking up almost 8, this dream has tailed me to the end of my sleep. It was cast with some people I know and set in this museum setting where real chocolate has been used and been coated with a layer of wax to be exhibited in this museum. There I saw these people (some I know, some I don't) grabbing these fabricated displays and eating them up!!! I wasn't the least interested in eating those "chocolates" no matter how nice they look, and was very upset they are destroying the property. It was then I woke up... disappointed by the greed and inconsideration of these people.

Is it trying to tell me something??

Feeling disturbed

I had a very good sleep which I considered it very sound, except for the fact that I had a very bad dream with it. It was very disturbing, and it made me even wearier when I woke up - later than usual!! I dreamt about my work contract being terminated suddenly and the company has hired an agency instead to do up the design. I haven't been lazy, how could them do that!! So scary dream:((

It must be all the stress and the really busy weekend, I can't even find time for myself to breathe properly - relax.

Friday to Saturday was lot of traveling on the buses; Sunday was a good day to The London Mela festival. Good weekends are always packed with meaningful activities like these, but they wear me out easily... The weekend was wonderful, with the exception of the very temperamental weather. The coming one, I'm off to Ireland all by myself - how exciting!! I hope I don't get nervous breakdown :))) **Relax a bit, take it easy**

I've been spending a bit of £££ again on days out like this... oh man! Curb it, curb it, curb it....

It's evil...

I had a bad dream.

A bad dream.

A bad dream about me crying over my rejected visa application. I was on the phone pleading with the officer about their disapproval. I appeared very persistent about it, so she finally said she'd re-consider the application again. Aww....

I haven't had the time to worry myself over this, somehow I guess it still bothers me deep inside. And it became alive in my sleep. How scary!! Its already the 16th day, and I'm still keeping my fingers crossed.

The man in my dream

Why am I dreaming of him again... Past nights, my sleep have been plagued by men - men closely related to me in recent years.

In the former dream, I was nervously on the phone with this guy, whom I once was so involved with. The night before, I dreamt of another him. This time he was affectionate towards me, much more than he did in reality. I brought him to meet my friends, in a second, he totally transformed into another person. To his dad. This is weird!

Liking someone and not receiving affection in return is like feeding raw meat to a pet tiger. It'll bite you hard in the end.

My quote of the night: Spilled milk can never be collected back. Even if you do, it is not suitable for consumption anymore. Buy a new packet. And note the expiry date!

Too much testosterone

Seeing too many men the day before, gave me a very disturbed sleep.

My scalps perspiring so much that it woke me up. I had a dream, wasn't a nightmare yet somehow. I was taking part in this "Survival Contest", maybe hearing too much of the Singapore Survival Style Cable Car Competiton has a cause to this. All the people were supposed to squeeze into a confined area (like a big cylindrical bag which will be zipped up). The only person whom can withstand the suffocation and stuffiness win the game. It's a silly "DARE" game really, anyone could have died. I didn't know why I was in it.

Assumingly I had lost, because the next thing I was playing POKERS with my friends. We were still at the game, waiting to see the results after "DON'T KNOW how many days". I didn't realise where this robotic dog came from, it kept running towards us. I only remember Joy was there with me, playing pokers. The "stopid" dog kept crashing towards us, trying to bite. Its mouth was like a rubbish chute, that wide. So I shoved whatever I could see in sight, into that fiercely snapping mouth. Just then the winner was out, though I hadn't got an idea who he was.

The End

Prince Daniel...

I had a sweet dream, it was a fairy tale romance.

[Scene one] [Late at night] I left a pub with my sister whom went in search of a restroom. Awaiting, there I met a cute bloke. He's called Daniel. It's funny because most of the time I don't remember any names in my dreams.

[Scene two] We were walking off to some midnight supper with his friends. Why didn't I wait for my sister I don't know!! The only other weird thing is that my sister called me up talking really funny. She must be drunk but safely got home.

[Scene three] We were holding hands. Aww, I bet there was great chemistry, it all felt so sweet! He was supposed to send me home, but awkwardly it ended up with three of us walking home. One of his friends too. Ummmm..., how weird and coincidental, he lived in my neighbourhood probably on the other side. So I offered to see him home first, and his friend will walk me back. I sound like a perfect girlfriend, ha ha ha.

[Scene four] We were lost in the seemingly familiar neighborhood. Block 138. Block 137, 139... eh where's 138?? We were having a tough time locating, funny, its his flat but he couldn't recognize the way! After all this is a dream, right?

[Scene five] Oh yes, I nearly forgotten to mention, I was already seeing someone.. I was confused.

Then I woke up. What does it supposed to tell me??