Can life not be too serious...

I'm in a languid mood.

I have lost the power to bargain; the energy to stretch the smile across my face; the desire to participate in any activity; the motivation to send sms; the passion to plan my next holiday destination; the upbeat rhythm of my life; the ability to enjoy simple things in life; the appetite for chocolate; the fondness of that long walk to office; the patience to keep on waiting... even the enthusiasm to blog. Suddenly I feel the strain of life, how difficult life can be if one isn't content with the simplest things. I need to find back the trail of "sunshine" I have left behind on my way here.

Things are getting monotonous again, which is likely and definitely the reason why I'm feeling so dull and lifeless. I don't like it, everyday I'm looking out and seeking the slightest chance to make things a little special, a bit different. I need retail therapy. Chocolate (m&m) doesn't seem to help much anymore. I finished the pack of sour Skittles, does sugar (coke) help?