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I wanted to blog about my idol and his spectacles again yesterday... but it actually slipped off my mind. Well, I guess not many of you are keen to know about my eye candy! My eyes have been eating ice cream... since I was first introduced to him at the company's Xmas party. Enough! Enough!! Enough!!!

It was miraculously one of the best days in my life yesterday!

I can't explain in words how it came about, I felt so good. Angela, my mate has finally finally made a step forward, I've seen her stuck in the rut for god-I-dun-wana-say-how-long!!! She cleared her path and somehow it did intoxicate me with her potion of future optimism. Though she is still fiddling with her life at the moment, it was a courageous move she has taken. I'm glad for her - genuinely.

It must have gotten a while before I realized I was speaking to a Brazilian chap online. Brazil isn't American! I had ridiculously hated people who discussed about weather or some countries' affair. And I was actually doing it. It wasn't boring talking about winter at 20 degrees in Brazil...

Alex was online yesterday. In case, you didn't know who he is... he's the london chap I once fell in love with! Don't remind me about why, how, when or what! Unexpectedly, I blurted out things I have always wanted to say to him. Things that happened beyond what he could have seen. I didn't know if he suddenly felt sorry for me, when he did apologise. It does not matter to me anymore. Really. I've promised myself nothing will come out between us again. Still, I'm looking forward to hang out with him in london, having a warm beer in cold winter!