30 years and 5 days old

My blues have gone hiding. Social life seems to peak. Suddenly old things resurfaced, the good and the bad things, the things I do not wish to see, the people I dread of seeing... it all came back. All at once. I'm slightly overwhelmed tonight. I was bored at work, routine has kicked in and sometimes I'm asking myself, "How much longer?" How much longer to stay in an office job...? Is it my kind of life? Perhaps I just need a holiday. Then I will settle back in, enjoy Christmas, welcome a new year and then begin to detest routine setting in once more. I have to endure, I have a trip to America next year and it's going to need a lot of cash! Situations. Why do situations always set a limit to our happiness and freedom?