HIM

I didn't realize when I started going around about God. HIM.

Maybe from the day I owned the new King James version bible, I have accepted its existence. No, I don't go to churches on a regular basis. Yet it doesn't give me a reason not to believe HE is in my life. Or well, a guardian angel in my life.

I had the roughest patch last year, so many things happened, and I changed. It made me worse for months, and there were the terrible months of low self-esteem and aimless direction I was heading. Things started to pick up on the later half of the year...

I see in new light what were the things I was engaging in, HE didn't make me regret doing them. HE allows me to change for the better, and from then I know everything that happened has a reason.

I build up my independence slowly. I have better self-confidence, am more enduring, have good resistance to temptation, be appreciative of people around me, possess the awareness of not hurting/leading on someone nice to me and the ability to handle myself emotionally (and mentally, and of cos physically)... most importantly, I have a goal. A dream.

To achieve this dream, all that has happened in recent or past have been making me stronger, it has shaped me into what I am today. Thank YOU, god. I hope I come back a much wiser person!