Too comfortable

I'm feeling too comfortable in my own skin... that I wonder if I have really found myself, crawled out of the cave I was hiding in. Or maybe it just wasn't the right time yet. Now no one seems to call me shy or name me quiet anymore. In fact, I talk more, ask more and well at least I bother to use my mouth! I didn't say I was an introvert anyway, it said somewhere -- "You're an extrovert, but you lack the over-aggressive tendencies of obnoxious "go-getters"!! Now, maybe I have gotten these "go-getters"...

I'm feeling too comfortable in my spectacles... that I didn't want to go back to contact lenses anymore. Especially with my new 2-tones pink glasses, I don't look too geeky, actually I like this look. And someone said I look "funky" with glasses (the old blue one), well, I hope I still remember to use that one too.

I'm feeling too comfortable with my "short" height... that I don't even bother to wear those nice-looking but painful high heels. Well, I still do on occasions, but flats flats flats rule!!! I like treating my feet better, have gotten my hands on a pedicure set to work on them. Lucky feet!

I'm feeling too comfortable being such a happy-go-lucky person... that I (intentionally) forgot to seek revenge on that idiotic indian man who knocked into me in the mrt train and snatched my seat. Even missing the shuttle bus to work after someone cut my Q didn't make me fume or boil, I didn't want to get angry and ruin my whole day because of them. Why bother, when you know it wouldn't help but make your day blue... hur.

I'm feeling too comfortable with my friend of 6 years... that we talk about every single thing. Secrets, gossips, fantasies, anything really. The fact that we have travelled together, that love and hate relationship, the time we spent chatting/web-cam together just make our friendship so fantastic. I can't imagine being closer to anyone than him (except Fab 4 and probably someone I once loved). Can you think of a best friend like this... mmm...

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It's Thursday and about time to knock off. I have finished majority of my work. Outside, it's pouring... Inside, it's still freezing (arrghh, air-con!). I feel like going shopping... (shit). I feel like taking my time to go home, taking a longer route, instead of walking in the rain, getting my shoes wet and complaining about the rainy weather. But hey, I don't think I'll complain lah, I'm just going to take my evening easy. At home, I still have unfinished business, I need to re-string that stone necklace I bought!! I can't wait to go IKEA and get myself a new quilt and snuggle under it during the cold rainy nights.
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