Heard of a term called "selective hearing"? Choose part of the conversation to go into your listening ears and filter the rest as "noise"... I wish there is such a thing called "selective remembering", so I can filter the junks out of my tiny brain. I know there are the short-termed and long-termed memory, why didn't God program it such a way that the bad things are always on short-termed and the good ones on the long-termed??
Days after my MC have been incredibly slow and low... I felt as if I lost myself somewhere while recuperating. I seem to have misplaced my high-spirited self, been robbed away of my perseverance, fully drained of all my vigor... Now I feel so feebly weak, kind of powerless. Like a terminally ill patient waiting for the D-day to come. What's D day?? Death day??
I'm waiting for the day to reborn, waiting for the day to die and start all over again...
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