Red red sky

I don't feel sad but I feel like crying tonight. Let the tears flow... Have you ever felt like this when you don't feel anything anymore and you still get all teary. Just like the weather the night before... it was all cloudy, I was searching for the usual moon I always watch before I sleep... and suddenly it made me realised a lot of things... the weather tonight is exactly the same... the moon is not there... and I just want to cry :)))