I'm learning a lot more about myself in this month I have been here. Can you imagine, its almost a month now?! I have overcame crying over the greatly missed ones, getting rid of some weird street stalkers, sorting out my life here all alone (well, almost), staying indoor or walking in the city alone (now I meet more people) and most of all also I have been getting serious at what I do at work.
On the other side of the world, I'm coping with the sickness of having a loved one thousands of miles away. It is hard, believe me. I never knew that it could actually made an emotional person like me, even more fragile and almost breakable. I'm not usually an attention seeker, but I suppose I'm more the affection seeker. When I don't get any, it makes me miserable and I have to make (you) miserable as well. Where (you) applies to someone. I am not possessive as I don't enjoy being possessed by anyone all time. Call me dominant, it doesn't sound right either. I guess I need TLC (tender loving care) - like you, Xiuling! I'm just another woman I assume - is this normal??
Assure me, I don't want to feel like an emotionally unstable patient.
Schwein, ich hoffen um Verständnis werben!
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