I had a sudden hesitation over my Bangkok trip. It is 2 weeks away. All of a sudden, I see myself lost in the bustling streets of Bangkok. No plan. No where to go. This random thought gave me a fright. I'm too tired to plan, to organise it properly. Maybe I should just go with the flow...
Somewhere deep inside me, I wish I am venturing all alone!!
My manager just said something I found it so so so...foul. He's the meanest person on earth, and now he has offended me. He is to suffer. He has no rights to deprive me of my holidays, and no rights to say,"If you can't finish by next week, you can't go for your holiday." I can't tolerate the days I have to face his blackened face. He should thank God that I had been at my most efficient to get things done for the last couple of months. I've gosh...14 days of MC I never had claimed even I was sick. And with my remaining off days that I wouldn't be able to cash it or sell it, now he's saying what seem like a threat. Doubting my capability and struggling with these last minute projects due to his incapacitation has got my blood boiling. He shall handle the consequences!
Even if he meant that as a joke, he has a fucked-up-crap sense of humour.
Everything is fraying my nerves, and leaving me in a chaos. I'm starting to question things... why haven't the shop called me to collect my blouse?? where have you gone?? why am I feeling sick?? when can I travel without worrying about money?? I'm leaving...
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