Instilling, how can it not be

Wishing Stairs. Korean's latest horror movie is out tomorrow. I caught the preview with my sister, long time since the last. That was years ago. Its a funny feeling doing something together with my sister. Somehow my friends are drifting apart, I can begin to sense it. I'm too lazy to probe, and they are starting to retreat into their cave. Is the differences in our values and priority breaking our world apart?? Back to the movie, the thriller was much more terrifying than the entire show. It revolves around a gals' school, ballet and how they handle such an intense friendship, threatened with jealousy and envy.

Benson said I'm quiet in my testi [testimonial]. Its becoming a very common word being used to describe me. I guess I'm not too bothered by that. I'm in my own shell, hiding. He also made a comment that I have a "china doll" face. I stared at the mirror for few minutes, failed to see myself as one. I saw reddish cheeks, love my eyes, everything else seem to fall in place. So that's that.

Alex told me I should be truly rebellious, set myself away from typical Asians. Yes, part of me wants to do that, it is growing stronger every hour. There is an inflammable fluid flowing in my blood, its waiting to be ignited. And when that happens there will not be a quiet Trixy any longer. I'm suppressing this surging energy, there'll be an appropriate time for my reformation!!

Amelie from Montmartre. It was on Arts Central 2200 tonight. My third time watching this, it never gets any boring. The first time I saw on a VCD was bits and pieces of it. The second time, it was an uncensored version on the plane to london! And tonight, it again taught me something new. I felt like Amelie when she was helplessly shying herself away from this man she loved. I have overcame that. I began to see my bravery when it comes to expressing my interest in someone I like... yeh, I wish love is as easy to find just around a photo booth~~~