My heart is like a simmering pot of stew

Liking someone all over again. How does that feel? I dread that feeling...... I am a little exhausted, a little afraid, a little hesitant, a little protective, a little worried, a little happy, a little sad and most importantly very confused a lot of the times. It all seems so familiar, it all seems like I was feeling that yesterday. But it has been a while, and I have so gotten used to just showering love on myself, focusing on myself and doing things for myself. It always is very comforting to have someone isn't it, but I'm not quite sure if I will feel comfortable again. Life is unpredictable, future is uncertain... but there is only one thing for sure, and that is I will only live once :)