Yes or No?

Uncertainties.

I have to live with it for a couple more days and keep my options open. After that afternoon I deemed very lucky, the luck slowly faded away... The confirmation they gave me is now pending. My life seems to swirl around in circles, while I have found the exit and sat by it. Ready to jump out whenever necessary. That nod or no from the USA will determine my fate. I am playing hangman, with the possibility of being hanged. I am not the most pessimistic person, nor am I the most optimistic. I weigh possibilities and I see them. I have had expectations and disappointments. But if you don't place too much emphasis on either, then the damage will be minimized.

Not too sure how to describe the feeling, but it makes me sick in the stomach. Almost nauseating.

For now... behold the certainty of an unpredictable future. For those whom are reading, please cross your eyes and heart for me. But life will have to move on... regardless of the outcome! :)