Suddenly

...I miss those days back in London where I had no easy internet access. I would go out and walked aimlessly, took a bus and randomly alighted whenever I spotted something interesting. And then I would board another and ended up somewhere, it was fun finding my way back.

...I begin to wonder why is life is so unfair. Why is it so good to some and so cruel to others?? My friend's daughter has been diagnosed with neuroblastoma and am in the later stage. I feel so bad for her, what I can do now is only trying to be there. She had some tough years and is still not getting it any better.

...I feel anxiety about starting work. Perhaps too much restlessness has killed my anticipation. I need those excitement back, please.

...I realise that it is indeed very hard to live a perfect life. Many of us would say we want to live life without regrets but how many of us can truly say they haven't had any at all. I was looking back and thought of so many things I could have done better and the undeserving people I have trusted.

...I wish for a life that is so much simpler.