I'm not thanking God it's Friday!

I miss my friends................................ especially those of you whom are faraway!!

My shopping-due-to-stress habit has been successfully replaced by drinking-to-unwind. I think this is no better. For a week, I have more than half the week having at least one alcoholic drink per night. Friday. Saturday. Monday. Wednesday. Thursday. That's 5 days out of 7!!! And maybe tonight, again.

I feel like having sushi for lunch and sitting out in the sun, alone again. I did that last Friday when I had such a shitty day, sat there watching the fountain, writing and doodling... and it really helped. I hope there is sun, because the weather sucks today. It rained cats and dogs and I was unexpectedly late for work, fortunately the morning work event was canceled due to 0 people turning up - AMAZING.

I'm having a bad day since yesterday and I haven't recovered. Had more sleep than usual the last 2 nights, but it didn't chase away the blues. Last night, it was a miracle I slept half past ten and I haven't done that for AGES. Yes, ages. A work colleague is annoying the hell outta me, he's been asking me such silly Qs, sometimes I feel like slapping him in the face!!! He has repeatedly asked me for something I have emailed him and I was so so pissed I said straight in his face,"What do you want then?" People like him certainly do not make my day better...