Do you get what I mean, do you see what I see? Picture this, whilst I'm here, he's there; when he's here I'm there. Picture this one more, when I return, he has gone back. I call it silly, but do we have a choice?? Maybe you say yes, maybe you suggest one of us stay put, or maybe some will say go for your own dream? What do you call a relationship you hardly get to see each other, like a 2 years relationship with 75% of the time apart? Long distance relationship? No, you are wrong. I can't visualize myself in that situation and I can't accept this as a relationship. They say, compromising is a big role in relationship, but I have a man whom wants me to go with my dream. In this situation, he will want me to go ahead (to London), and he comes here. Am I lucky?? Or is that a sign we are not important enough in each other's lives?
Subconsciously I yearn to be a part of his life, he can ask me to stay here with him... but he didn't. Subconsciously again, I hope we can share another phase of life in UK together... but is there a choice??
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