It is already Wednesday!

It's mid-week and I'm still feeling exhausted from nothing. Done nothing, yet feeling physically bedridden. I'm persuading myself to step out of the door, however I make it no further than my confined neighbourhood. Somehow I'm not a busy city life person. I dread going to town unless it is for some errands I have to run.

I lost a friend, not to death, but to how much this friendship has meant to me but seemingly not as much to him. I haven't felt better, probably because speaking to him, I am always wrong, I must always pretend to be strong and put up a bravefront... I am always the one who should change or change my perspective. I'm mentally tired. Even at the brink of death, he did not even ask a word of concern and I had to be strong. Not cry, not scared, not even feeling a little fragile. I'm a woman and I can't think of myself as a rock.

Two parties this week before I should start afresh at a new company. I am looking forward to the challenge, the only thing is I am still a little unprepared. Am I ready yet? I feel I must prove myself and it is giving me some pressure... But at 25, I have never felt more confident than before and it is always a good thing!

After a couple of interviews I have attended, let me share with you the hardest Q I was asked... It left me speechless for some seconds... "If you have been taking contract/freelance/short-termed work for the past few years, how can you convince us that you'll be able to commit for a long-termed position?" Let me know your answers :))

Do I really have commitment phobia???