15.1.07

The chain of thoughts

Is it my wool cardigan or am I feeling the heat from within?? I feel my temperature rising... I'm not sick, I reckon it's the wool that is keeping my body warm and leaving other parts cool, thus making me feel weird/unbalanced. The cleaner lady is too kind, she offered me an apple the other day, today she gave me sweets so I won't fall asleep she said. LOL.

I'll be IKEA's friend soon (just need another stamp from IKEA alexandra), finally bought my quilt cover, not the one I intended but seems to work just as good. It kept me protected from last night's cold weather *brrrr*

After watching "The day after tomorrow" on TV last night, I'm convinced the world will meet its end one day... I don't know when, but I know it has brought flooding rain to Singapore, when will the Tsunami come... so scary... Global warming... Extreme weather... We'll all die... but I'm not afraid to die, just afraid to be alive and see ourselves suffer.

My dad hates the word "death" whenever I mention it. I think he dreads it. But life is short, and death will eventually come. Why should we be afraid... if we live everyday like we want it to. My dad still sits at home daily, he's the houseman. I wonder at times if he ever gets bored, if he feels lonely with the television as his constant companion. But my dad's greatest achievement is being able to calm my mum when she gets all fiery, he is so accomodating that I wonder if mum has chosen him for that.

From my parents, I learnt that marriage isn't about love... but being with someone who can bring the best out of you, or whom can help you to do that. By being there for each other during the lowest points of life and sharing the peaks of happiness and joy, by being honest and having healthy arguments, by making an effort to keep things going... Love and marriage is not faultless, and certainly not like what my ex-boyfriend thought - conflict-free. It's a commitment you should stand by it for life.

My pilates instructor just rang me. She told me she'll be starting the "Bodyrolling" class if there's enough people. It's the course I wanted to take up instead of pilates (maybe it could help my funny knee and also work every inch of my muscle! Ooo...). Now I have started pilates, she told me to ring up to change the course if she can get 2 more people to sign up! Woo... looking forward to it!! New sports (well if you call these sports as well)!

Recently I became a book mania, I am constantly on the lookout for books even though my shelf is about to collapse. I'm trying to donate some away, so I can have space for new ones. So friends, you might be getting books from me as presents... LOL, no, not the donation ones, but the ones I happened to find at shopping and I think it will suit you. LOL.

Rain, rain, rain... it's pouring outside. I wish I could say the similar dialogue as the one in the movie (The day after tomorrow),"It has been raining like that for 3 days now." I have not began to miss the sunny weather, I still like the cold somehow.

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