Can someone buy me an alarm??

I look at the scratches on my hand, it reminds me of the cat fight the other night. My sister went nuts when she lost her temper, she scratches like a cat. So I am wounded. I have to admit it wasn't the best of my mood plus she has a really really really bad temper, so there was a short circuit. Indeed, a silly sibling argument, I would have never fought with her unless she gets really aggressive and hit me. Come on, we are in our mid-20s, I am tired of these, but she isn't. Sometimes I just wish she grows out of this - stop being an abuser!

That very day, I got an email... someone whom I have greatly loved is like a total stranger now. Or even worse than a stranger. I don't know whether that has affected me and led to the cat fight... perhaps subconsciously. It has been 4 months!! Why am I still stuck in that phase, when can I finally move on? My friend once told me I can't force myself to get over something within a time frame, I thought I could but I can't. Wounds heal with time, but how long is it going to take? Finally a friend gave me a wake-up call, he said," IT IS REALLY TIME TO FORGET ABOUT IT, TRIX!!" At that instant, I felt something.

I know I will... soon enough!