Live it up your dream

Looking at those people whom are successful with their life, leading the kind of life exactly they want it to be... We can probably imagine the hard work they have put in, some sacrifices in life they have done, etc...

There was an online chat going on with Ian Wright earlier on, he's a globetrekker. He has been hosting travel show and been travelling for 7 years, what a life!! Most of us would have chosen a job that coincides with our interest and pays us good money, but how many of us can do that I wonder. I was in the chatroom, enjoying the Q&A going on... In fact, I want to be like him, not a globetrekker but to be successful and be enjoying the job.

I am still waiting for a response. That little glimpse of hope hasn't disappeared... it might be diminishing as the days go by, but it will never die. My thinning patience is getting me down a little, or perhaps getting a little serious as I am too focused on my job hunt. I don't seem to have any tolerance for my friend whom has been telling me juicy gossip about this man or another, or even about helping her to make up her mind about her "further studies decision". I am just not interested now. I need to let go a little...

I have given up a few other job opportunities just so because I want to be able to pursue my dream job... and not be a contract-breaker, to be doing another job just for the sake of doing something.

I seem to be so self-absorbed. I need to open that little door and walk out into the garden. Imagine that spring is here, look at the flowers in blossom again, smile and dance in the open space... swing my arms and go in circles...