Imperfection is LIFE

Proud to say by now I have remembered "Funkel funkel kleiner Stern" the first half of the song... second part is a bit more tricky.

A lot of things have happened over the last month since I'm back... Silly things, serious things, risky choices and many aspects of my life are still constantly changing. Friendship, kinship, love, dream, ambition, life and even money are not what they used to be, I don't know if I have another perspective or that I have just rearranged my priorities.

I think of my little sister with last few bucks in her bank account, suddenly I felt like doing more for her... sparing her a little pocket money when I start working. I never seem to realise behind her talkative appearance everyday, she might be struggling with her limited funds. A lot of people have asked me why do I not want to further my studies... I wish I can say an upfront answer that I can't afford to do so.

I look at my dad every single day, the more I realise I do want to make my life a meaningful one... I want to enjoy my old days with family and friends, not struggling with "Do I have enough for my next 5 years..." questions. I watch my mum's weary face when she returns from work, I wish one day she just doesn't have to do it anymore... and well yes, cut down her mahjong habits as well.

Enough rumbling... Life is not perfect, is it! I am still young and should make the most out of my life :)))))