15.4.06

Can I not dream tonight, can I not tear tonight...

Just finished watching THE RING 0 on television, yes, that japanese horror film that a lot of people dread to keep their eyes open throughout. I didn't think I watched this episode, however it didn't seem as scary as "1" I think... probably due to the dark scenes and lesser sound effects. Some people are fearful, some think horror films are a bore. I think horror films do take up a lot of creativity to make the audience become frightened, don't you think? I think of all films as artistic as long as they are meant to keep us glued to the screen - just my thoughts...

I am getting restless, not sure why. Is it the letter I wrote earlier, is it the text messages I have been receiving from this particular person, or is it just the woman's hormones at work... I wish I know. It's 2am now. My mind is like the chalkboard just wiped clean but still left with the chalks' trail... figuring what was written on the board. Can I stop myself from thinking tonight, can I not dream tonight... Can I just lay on my lovely soft feather pillow and slept till the morning sun shines into my room?

I'm not sad, but like a command tears come easy... One moment I can be happily doing something, the next I just feel a little down. I'm a little tired from the waiting, the job hunting, and finding that perfect job. I'm getting impatient but I need patience. Like I read on the papers, job hunting is never an easy task, its a 24/7 job. Yes, now I understand. I also understand I need a good sleep now!

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