8.3.05

Oh boy, I miss him already!

As I was cancelling the to-do-list, he was all packed. There are still 3 things we didn't do, actually just food. Then again, he didn't fancy the ones we had tried some time earlier, so I figured we could give these a miss.

I was standing at the viewing mall, catching a glimpse of the KLM plane parked faraway. 3 weeks has gone like the wind, like a blink of the eye, it was all over. The very day I was skipping with joy receiving him in my arms, today I'm weeping in his arms at the departure gate. I was hesitant to leave the airport, I felt his presence even though he was no longer in sight...

His 3 weeks here wasn't the happiest lot, so was mine. We had so much to trash out after bumping our heads for some time. Now I even feel like I've not made his time here a better one, too late to regret, is it not! So much so on our problems, which relationship doesn't has it own?? I guess talking it through is always more constructive than simply avoiding the problem and chucking it into the pocket.

9 months. 2.5 months dating, 3.5 months long distance, 3 months living together... I can only use "happy but tough" to describe this relationship. It is not a long time, and I think we need more to sort out our differences, understand each other more (of course with the language barrier too), and compromise. I'm glad we still want to keep working on it :)

He has left, but I haven't stop missing him...

Have a safe journey, my little rabbit!

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