Having been home for a week, I haven't exactly felt happier in any way. I saw my parents, my sisters, my friends and even though I'm really glad about it, something else is bothering me. I have not had an idea what my future is holding, can I return or must I stay? Everyone is asking me to take time to sort out what I really want to do, my parents doesn't seem to be as patient. My dad is constantly asking me about finding work. I can't say I'm irritated, I just didn't want to hear it. I will handle it myself and sometimes I hate it when I get all these urgings. It can be a pain.
The hot weather here never changed, the nights are seemingly cooler. I have not noticed huge differences except the usual changes that always happened to shopping malls and maybe food outlets. Another obvious thing is all the local celebrities have chosen this year for babies, I wonder why!
I'm missing out the snow, oh, can I cry? The cold weather, that warmth inside, the tea-lights, my love-shaped Milka chocolate, that orange bedsheets... and most importantly someone whom has become a part of my life are all so distant. I feel empty for some reason...
Can you paint a smile on me...
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