It doesn't hurt to be a copycat... after reading friend Joy's latest entry, it inspires me to do the same count for myself. I'm going to have a look of what I have done for the past 2004, with approximately 10 days to the coming year, what a good time to reflect oneself!
Leaving my web design job and landed into photography, that I'm pretty glad being able to explore into another different area I've been always curious about. Later on, getting pissed with the routine of the job no doubt.
Earning enough money to get to UK, get my holiday maker visa and realized the dream of working in London.
Getting over previous year's shitty relationships and not messing my head up with another stupid one; good things are worth waiting I believe. I met this guy (whom I'm with now) at the period of time I never think about wanting to get involved!
Be a holidaymaker! Get a taste of being out on my own, starting from scratch in a new environment, overcome fear and be happy with loneliness... best bit is I can wash, cook, support, decide and depend on myself! Wahaha... no big deal to some of you I guess, but I know I won't die living on my own! Staying with new people, crying to myself, shopping on my own! I started to love this kind of freedom. I yearn to be alone, in a place I had to force myself to mingle. There, a beginning to some true friendship and realizing the value of everything I have. Of course, not all things went like what I expected. Problems back home, dad lost his job, sister being nasty, me being selfish (fulfilling my own dream eh!)... I guess everyone of us has to put our own priority in your own life eh! I can only say I will never regret doing this, and I would have regretted if I never started this.
Another best thing is I get to travel around - for now its a minor part of Germany! Of course, not forgetting I learnt a whole lot of shit about myself when I'm out here or living with other people... I can love better now :D
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