Look down under

Have you ever tried changing your angle looking at a certain object, issue, problem... etc?

It used to be the same whichever angle I looked at an egg. It's still an egg. It's just an egg. Laid by the chicken. Oval. Fragile. Waiting to be eaten. But now, do you know at an angle, an egg can be round, an egg has an ass and it sits on its ass though never helping it to support much. Oh I also mean a base if you don't fancy the word "ass". An egg could be a kinder surprise; a kinder surprise can be an egg. An egg can do you different kind consumption methods, half-boiled, hard-boiled, fried, scrambled, omelette, raw and best of all it mixes well with other food.

I was bullshitting...

I want to write how my perspective has changed ever since leaving Singapore to be more self-reliant, independent and best of all, crawling out of a protected shell. Like a baby turtle, ready to venture into the water... [normal text was the past, colored is the new perception]

Life
I want a life of my own, a life alone, a life where I chose who I want to have in it.
I can't have a life alone, a life with everything u wanted (without friends, kinship, love) is pathetic, its a routine.

Family & Friends
They are there, they are sometimes boring, I wish for better ones...
They are there, always there... I can't ask for better ones.

Love & Marriage
I want to be married, I like to think about having kids with the man I love.
Cherish it for the moment, don't be embarassed to say it, no long-termed plan, just you & me, now and forever.

Career
Making do with one that pays me enough to live, to spend, to eat...
I'm still looking for the passion, something I can imagine doing it when I'm 40.

Money & Happiness
Money, money, money... why do we always talk about money??? It never made me happy.
I love to earn money, but can you stop making a big deal out of money... It seems my perception is still the same. Money doesn't equal to happiness!

Travel
I want to see Europe...
I only want to see it with u (my friend), going around alone in a train/plane, laughing at your own joke, awed with amazing sights with no one to share with, is not funny at all. Yes, travel partner(s) wanted!! Oh, and now, not just UK/Europe. Australasia, Asia, some parts of USA...

Pretty Things
Lingerie (hahah), dress, shoes.
Snow globes & socks.

Yummy Things
Rice, pasta, seafood, curry, naan, prata, fried oyster, cheese cake, sushi, nasi lemak, tomato.
HARIBO gummy, lindt/milka/kinder chocolates, rum ball, Jamaica ginger beer, sausages, bread, olives, potatoes, cheese.

Personality shaping
Impatient, fussy, arrogant, mild-tempered, critical, negative, can't be bothered, prone to mood swings.
More patient, more fussy (hah), still mild (unless provoked), more supportive, more positive, more initiative, more adventurous, more restless, more homely, more cheery... stop behaving like a big kid!

Still something never changed...

Attitude
If you don't be an ASSHOLE to me... I won't be an ARSEHOLE to you!
If you don't be an ASSHOLE to me... I won't be an (double) ARSEHOLE to you!