24.8.04

Maybe I shouldn't care anymore

I'm upset...

I've too much time to get upset now! Sometimes I don't know why I make things happen this way... I introduced my best friend to my guy before I left on the trip. Now I'm freaking out. I'm jealous they see each other maybe more than I used to see him. I'm worried she wants to bring him home for dinner. I'm depressed when she suggested to do a holiday trip with him. I think I have enough to worry for myself right now, and it is worse to have these extra things to weigh myself down. I am thinking whether it is right I wanted to do long-distance, if it is sensible to introduce him to my best friend, maybe I am that stupid. Maybe I should have been a selfish bitch!

Call me paranoid.

Do you think you'll feel the same way when your partner is going to hang out with your best mate for over 2 mths (ok, alone)... ???

I'm having a heartache now... :( I don't want to share!!


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