Strange stranger

It was easier to leave than I expected. I wasn't depressed in the slightest, perhaps the first day I accepted the job offer I already knew of this day. My close colleagues have left before me, it has since then prepared me for this departure. Or should I say the day I set my mind about my holidaymaking, my heart no longer stays in a confined working space. I didn't mingle as much as I did, I did my job and left. No excessive overtime. No extra homework. Nothing more than I should do for what's on my jobscope.

I was glad for some emails I received before I left, people sending me well-wishes. Some I did not even spoken to. There wasn't anything I feel I'd miss... even my idol. He did not speak to me, he acted busy the whole day, so I passed him a thank you note while he was on the phone. At that instant I stepped out, I felt my freedom and my new unpredictable future surging right at me!! I'm about to embark on a real journey, the phase of fresh new start...

I woke up an hour before noon, never been as awake for the past months. Brilliant, thats the way I should described it. The moments at home now will be precious...

I haven't had an idea what my recently unemployed sister has been up to at home. For damned few weeks! This morning, I actually witnessed her encouraging my mum's gambling habits, deep inside I detest her so much for it. I can't understand why we do not have a bond, one that I have with my little sister. At certain times, I feel my little sister will grow up be a much better person than her... open minded and sensible. She isn't that bad but somehow I still think she has more growing up to do.

The first day of joining my mates' Pro Slacker Club - a name given to the recently umemployed and no intention for new job yet, I can't see myself slacking. I can visualise now how much work or things I've already lined up for myself... It's going to be a hectic time!

Let's see if I can still do blogging as often as before, fingers crossed...