Its a mixture of excitement, fear and reluctance. Excited, because I have been wanting to do that; fearful, because of the unforeseen future I've put myself into and there's no one else I can depend on anymore; reluctant, because I'm enjoying all this unemployed period of time with my loved ones (friends, rabbit and family).
Last Friday, after so much hesitation and consideration, I booked my flight with Malaysia Airline to London. 6 months return. I reckon I'll be home for the Chinese new year. I will be leaving mid-August... not sure if its the right time, but its going to be exactly 2 weeks rest after my beach holiday. My initial plan of leaving on 23 July has been delayed till then due to too much going on in my life. I'm satisfied, for once, I never complained about my life again. I've never felt this way - being thrilled for the coming months... thinking of how I should celebrate my xmas in London or maybe somewhere in the snow :)
Awww, I'm going to spend my birthday away from all my close friends... anyway, it is never a big celebration for me!
p/s: BS, if you read this, sorry for forgetting that you've left for HK, wanted to give you my regards... but I've not been remembering your departure date. Return safe & may God bless you with a fruitful time!
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