Lemon juice for the rust

My brain is quickly rusting if I do not make those cells work as often as before. Two weeks have passed, look at how unaccomplished I am for the trip. Nothing much has been done, my air ticket is still under my own pending. Stupid peak season and the non student price, I can't escape paying much more to get to London. It is getting dreadful, instead I'm focused more on getting a good break in Phuket! Having good fun, good companionship, good partying, good sports, good food... and yes I missed being on an airplane. So much!

I've as many good reasons to get to London as much as I've enough to make me stay in Singapore. It's not helping me, I need some motivation. I get them through encouragement and support from friends, they keep my dream intact! I get the urge to realize my full potential, to let go of myself totally... yet I'm lacking that pulling factor. I need a push! I sometimes feel I can slack for longer, but I don't get satisfaction out of procrastinating either. I'm sick of being unemployed!! But not when I've a dream to fulfill right now.

I need to write. I need to move. I need a much more interesting life, really. Four seasons, an insight to other cultures, feel snow, more more & more stamps on my passport, food I never tried, languages I can't figure it out, and best of all someone being there to share it with me :)

p/s: 3 posts for a lazy tuesday, it's not too much I reckon...