mein Gott!

I find it difficult to say something serious face-to-face (it has always been like that), or if I do, I get emotional about it. My parents must be sick of the idle talk about me wanting to live in United Kingdom. And now I'm going to realize this what seemed impossible to them initially. On Sunday, I managed to leak the news to my dad first. I gave him my passport with the visa straight in his face, he read it,"Working holiday?!" I didn't expect him to understand because his English hasn't been good, or just wasn't as good as I always thought. But my dad is a clever old man. He didn't look at me when he cautioned me to be careful in the new country!! I sensed sternness in his word, my dad is a man less expressive of his emotions. Monday night, I decided to use the same method with my mum. I knew it wouldn't work well, my mum is illiterate. So I just took my red book and waved it to her, somehow I guess my dad should have spoken to her. She didn't say a word.

I have to find an appropriate time to disclose about it... ya?