London I'm coming...

I applied my visa this afternoon! Its something I've been delaying and putting lot of thoughts into. Considering from my purpose of the trip to what's there for me in Singapore, and I've decided to go ahead.

It's a big decision. I did not know how to put it to my parents, my sisters knew about it. My parents are aware I'm probably leaving, I can't bear to update the details. It feels sour inside... Now I can't turn my head back, the future is laying right ahead! So much to do within these few months, and somehow many things I'll be missing as well. I meant people (more like it). Even though I'll still be in suspense for 4 more days before I get my visa approval, I hope I did convince them!

I'm scared now! Not when I was actually supposed to when I was applying, it comes a bit slow - but yea, its coming... Time has sped faster than an express train, the wind blowing hard right in my face...

And men, men, when they said they will call... they still never did... whatever.