Leave-home-syndrome

I'm searching deep inside me... for that anxiety about leaving, the hang up about the preparation, fear about the upcoming new phase of life and my usual worrying tendency. But it wasn't there. I should be having cold feet when I've made a step nearer to the day I'm setting off. But no. Ironically, I'm numbed.

I've finally gotten over that frightening procedure - taking passport photos. 95% of the ones in my past made me look like some drug addicts (messy hair and unfocused), or well they do suck the very least. Ok, that 5% belongs to those when I was ten - look how bad can that be! This afternoon, I found the courage to overcome my procrastination - to shoot the photos which I'll need for my visa application. *fingers crossed* Surprisingly, it went off pretty well (at least I'm happier than the previous).

I saw the machine again that claims to read fortune from your palm. I gave that a try long time ago. This very day, I decided to throw in my one-dollar coin and let it tells me my fate again.

You're full of vitality & ppl admire you for your love of life
You can overcome minor illnesses unaided
You don't allow yourself to be swayed by circumstances
You're sometimes over idealistic & you should learn to be more cautious to avoid disappointment
The disappointments in your love life have left deep marks on you
You tend to dissipate your energy & lose the concentration you need to think effectively.