cha-me'le-on'ic po-ta-to

My boss (idol) sort of checked on me at work yesterday, yeah he obviously knew I'm on msn err... for most of the time as long as my hands are not tied up with work. He was asking if I'm chatting on it frequently arr... honestly I do not chat as much as I did before. He's flexible about it (ok I reckon! and I hope its right!) so long I'm doing my part of my job. Ok, wait, in case you're thinking I'm a bad employee, hey almost everyone is using some form of messenger - msn/ icq/ yahoo/ whatever... I guess everyone else would feel bad about being checked upon by their boss, but I'm not. Sucker me, I like the attention ;) Now, I mean attention from a good-looking boss. Ha ha. Anyhow, I wasn't using it much for talking cock talking crap conversation, well more to short & nice ones. Enough of useless explanation eh, anyhow my idol is not reading this. I find myself amusing sometimes...

He still likes to come over once in a while to check how my work is going, very nice of him. Just too bad, I was bit off guarded yesterday. He he.

I can't understand myself (very well). So does my mates. Let alone the men who tried to!! My conversation with you does not reflect me at all time, it reflects on my mood. My writings reveal many little secrets if you read between those lines. My journal has dark dirty secrets which now I do not see that need to write anymore. My behaviour varies so much, I want to say I'm a mood dependent person. I can be a snob, too talkative, unusually quiet, humourous, sarcastic or laugh around you. Ah, though I'm not too comfortable farting around my friends yet.

Speaking of chameleonic... I'm so inspired to write about my short history revolving around my personality (or personalities!!). My childhood. In addition to finding some old classmates in friendster - people I knew when I was 5-12, some old memories floated back in. Sweet!