I was mentally stressed out, physically tired and emotionally drained. For the past week, a holiday didn't manage to help me relax, and coming back to work with a lot more to think about is driving me up the wall! There's too much going on and too much to be done. It's overloading!! I'm completed fucked up at work, in social life and love life. How frustrating can that be...
I met a friend yesterday. I'm totally unprepared I'd have broke down in tears. There isn't a reason, really. He has made me felt so comfortable in his company that my tears flowed down so easily. For once in so many months, I let out a sense of relief. I feel better. Men do not understand women, and never will they (they might think they do). I can't give a reason for my sudden emotional stir up, but the fact that if I do cried in front of you... I'm feeling safe with you. I trust you.
I'm a woman who has nowhere to turn to, I'm a woman who cries. I'm a human, I need breathing space. Everything that is going on in my life right now is suffocating me, an oxygen mask does not work anymore. I need everyone to leave...
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