Today, I'm on the verge of crying because of work. It is humiliating when you get accused. I DID NOT want to defend myself. Work is not scary, but its the person you do work with. I'm under proper training, so I've to report an hour earlier than my usual 10-7. I'm fine with it, I make the effort. But the pressure is suffocating, I got called up the first day of training (unaware of the timing), it was right after a holiday. How stressful can coming back to office be!
I'm late today but I'm willingly to compromise, to work late to compensate whatever that's lost. But no I did not need to explain, if he wants to accuse me or doubt my working attitude - by all means. He doesn't understand I DO NOT take a cab to work (living 13 train stations away), I DO NOT live alone (I've 2 more sisters to compete for 1 bathroom at the peak morning hours), I made an effort to come in earlier every single day for training.
Not using MSN, Internet explorer and even office email in an environment where everyone else does, I'm willingly to shut them off. What else does he want?? He's a mania at work! I'm serious about work - thats enough. I hate restrictions, being put off and hearing mean remarks that do not serve as a motivation!!
Just, he bought me a coffee - Coffee Bean Latte (I suppose). Sometimes he does treat me nice, but other than that, demanding is the word. Maybe I should use this chance to see if I excel under pressure, so far I doubt so.
*God bless me*
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