I began to miss a lot of things and a lot of people. It is a big decision I'm going to make, and somehow it feels right! No matter how much I couldn't let go of my past, it will not stop me from leaving. No one will. I wish that someone will ask me to stay, someone will tell me how important I have been in their life. To know that I was being appreciated and treasured will be more valuable than anything I can buy.
And it will be some months before I'm stepping into another world. I hold the hopes with fear, trembling thoughts of surviving out there without my closer friends, without my family. It will certainly be a tough course, but I've chosen it.
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