Awfully Tuesday

I'm in an awful mood today, those whom have chatted with me would have noticed that. AR, you got that bitter taste already, doncha!! #.@

James (my client) emails me "Was there something else you were also waiting for?"
I felt like replying,"You!"
Of course I didn't mean it, but this stupid mood just tends to make me wanna do weird absurd things.

I had a night of insomnia. Not sure why. I never had that, felt awfully disturbed by thoughts. Saddening!

Perhaps because of my conversation with Alex, I guess. His behaviour now completely turns me off... I can't say he changes. Maybe he was more subtle in the past, but he is getting crazy. He's not the man I was once in love with anymore... I began to see myself unreasonably comparing his morals with mine. I started to think what I've done for him are just my stupidity!! Fu*k it, its time to dump all these 2 years down the back of my head.